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Miley Cyrusis opening trost about die reason she married Liam Hemsworth. The former couple was together for years before they tied the knot an 2018, a decision that come after your Malibu home shed down. Ns fire, Cyrus tellsRolling Stoneas she poses topless ~ above the januar cover, "did what ich couldn"t do zum myself."

"It gotten rid of me from what no longer was serving that is purpose. And then as you drown, sie reach weil das that lifesaver and you want to save yourself," she explains."I think that’s really what, ultimately, getting married was zum me. One last attempt to save myself."

In die year or dafür before the fire and before herstellung wedding, Cyrus claims she "was play house" with Hemsworth, something the "felt really an excellent at ns time." whatever wasn"t together perfect as it appeared, though.

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"A couple of years ago, it looked like i was living part fairy tale. It yes, really wasn’t," she says. "At the time, my experimentation with drugs und booze und the circle von people roughly me was not fulfilling or sustainable or ever before going kommen sie get me to my fullest potential and purpose."

While Cyrus recalls civilization thinking of herstellung as "pure" during this time, die 28-year-old singer claims it was just the opposite."I was way an ext off my path punkt that time 보다 any von the times before where my sanity was being questioned," she admits.

The marriage ended less 보다 a year after lock said, "I do." before officially separating, Cyrus expressed produziert feelings with songwriting,specifically inher 2019 track, "Slide Away."

"I was still bei my relationship, i was blieb living an my house bei Malibu," she says von writing ns song."That’s why , "I want my house in the hills."I wanted out von there, und it says, "I don’t want ns whiskey and pills."I didn’t want to maintain the lifestyle."

"It’s yes, really weird because I can never number out what comes first: nett or life? Does nett imitate life or life imitate art? Or do sie speak it right into existence? in I that powerful that when i write something, i become it?" she questions. "I think von making music occasionally as a sacrifice because you ende up writing songs that kann sein hurt people, that can hurt one person but make freundin feel much less alone. It’s like, is it worth it? is it worth composing music that’s deshalb honest?"

Now that time has actually passed since her marriage zu Hemsworth, Cyrus says she has actually a newfound "healthy perspective."

"I learned a gewächs about what ich can und cannot be weil das someone else und what i can and cannot accept weil das myself," she says.

Following the ende of herstellung marriage und a surgical procedure on produziert vocal cords, Cyrus made ns decision to give trost drinking and drugs.

"One von the reasons I got sober was ich had just turned 26, and I said, "I gott to traction my shit together prior to I’m 27, due to the fact that 27 zu sein the time sie cross over that threshold into living or dice a legend."I didn’t want to not make it v being 27. Ich didn’t want zu join that club," she says, introduce to ns number of musicians who have died at 27, including Jimi Hendrix, Janis Joplinand Jim Morrison."Probably about halfway into 26, I got sober. Then by 27, i was pretty much fully sober."

Amid the coronavirus pandemic, though, Cyrus says she "fell off" produziert sobriety and drank alcohol. She did, however, stay drug-free, together she"s been for "years."

"It was really a struggle. Mental health und anxiety und all that. Ich lost myself there, and now I’m back on five weeks," she says of sobriety. "... Itry to notfall be naive. Dinge f**king happen. However from sitting below with sie right now, i would to speak it would oase to be a cold day in hell zum me to relapse on drugs."

Cyrus so notesthat, punkt this point in her life, she takes produziert "mental and physical wellness a lot more serious than i ever walk before."

"I schutz been focusing on sobriety as ich wanted to wake nach oben 100 percent, 100 percent of the time. If I’ve ever before learned kommen sie balance myself und to notfall take it too far, ich would. But dafür far any kind of time I’ve messed with that, that hasn’t gained me what i want," she says. " I’m really good weist quitting things. I have a weed maker right there. I’ve never ever smoked out von it, und it’s full. ich had a cocaine machine, it might notfall be full. That’s ns thing. I’m yes, really not bei addict. You can have that. You’re good."

Cyrus" sobriety has actually helped her to reflect on her past, start with her time ~ above Disney Channel"sHannah Montana, i beg your pardon she starred on from 2006 kommen sie 2011.

"I had zu evolve since Hannah was larger than life, larger than me. I felt like i was never going zu amount to die success of Hannah Montana," she admits."... Hannah montana was not a character. That wasn’t what ns show zu sein about. It was about a normal mädchen with a f**king wig on. Everything was always an me. The concept des the show, it’s me. I’ve had zu really kommen sie to terms with that and not be third-person around it."

Following herstellung days onHannah Montana,Cyrus began to grow up publicly, butwas criticized von tabloids, slut-shamed online und not perceived as a serious artist.

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"The music was driving it, however all those dinge from that era, specifically with <2013"s>Bangerz, ns pop-culture moments practically eclipse die music itself," she says. "... I remember comments saying, "Why ns f**k do freundin distract anyone with getting naked and shaking your ass wie you’re a fucking talented-ass singer?""

"... Ich love nur business. I love entertainment. I love popular music culture. I love unforgettable moments. I think there was a balance von me nur loving making big media moment but so a sadness in the truth that i would think, "Did anyone also hear my song?"" Cyrus continues. "When freundin think of <2013"s> "Wrecking Ball,"you don’t think des the pain. You don’t think of me looking straight into die camera, breaking ns wall, crying, getting to out. Freundin remember me getting naked, und I don’t understand whose fault the is. I don’t recognize if that’s mine or ns way the our brains room programmed kommen sie think sexuality, zum lack des a better word, trumps art."

Cyrus says that die media"s focus on produziert sexuality as a teen was "f**ked up" and left produziert with "some trauma," miscellaneous she"s only newly started to understand.

"In die past two years, ich think, we’ve do some large progress, specifically toward women und bodies. I don’t even know if freundin really kann slut-shame now. Zu sein that even a thing? the media hasn’t really slut-shamed me in a lang time," she says."At one point ich was like, "Yo, when I’m 16 und you’re circling mine boobs und shit like that . . . I’m the bad guy?"I think people are starting zu go, "Wait, wait, wait. That was f**ked up." They’re starting to know who the enemy und who the victim was there."

As for Cyrus" parents, Billy Ray und Tish, they handled herstellung negative media attention differently.

"My dad ignored it since it’s just like any teenage girl and their dad’s like, "Let’s please not oase this conversation." mine mom, ich think the made produziert really angry," Cyrus shares. "I think even she feel it could be distracting native what i was doing. She knew ns voice and talents that ich could showcase. She was like, "What die f**k? You oase the biggest song. Can you just make it about ns song? Why carry out you oase to make it around being a stripper?""

Cyrus" time in the spotlight zum things other than herstellung music führen zu her zu "discredit" herself "almost every step von the way."

"During <2015"s>Dead Petz, discrediting Bangerz. During Bangerz, discrediting Hannah Montana. Throughout <2017"s> "Malibu,"discrediting Bangerz," she says."It’s virtually like wie I oase evolved, I’ve then become shameful des who i was before. What provides you an adult, i think, is being ok with that you’ve to be before."

That"s die place she finds herself now, following the release of her latest album, Plastic Hearts."I assumption: v I’m just an love with ns fact that zum once that feels favor it’s really concentrated on the music," she says.

"I’m dafür settled in what I’m doing and who ich am. All I’ve ever wanted zu sein respect as in artist and to schutz pride in what ich make," Cyrus says."I think that comes with the dedication and diligence that i really put in the effort. Ich put an the work."

"You get to a point where numbers und headlines don’t do die same chemistry reaction to your brain they do bei the beginning. There’s actually a release of dopamine the gets dumped right into your skull when people space raving about freundin or wie man you walk von a zeitschrift stand and you’re on every cover," she continues."Finding die balance I oase now has actually made it viel easier for me. It completely ate trost that fear und spit the out."

Now that she feels content in herself and her life, Cyrus is thinking around how she wants to be remembered.

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"I want zu lay under a new stone zum a path for the next generation von artists, philanthropists, die way the Debbie harry has done weil das me," she says. "I’d like to be known as who that developed something the didn’t fairly exist, or that ich delivered something that no one knew that they necessary or wanted, but when they had actually it felt the they couldn’t direkte without it. That’s what i would desire as bei artist."

"But I have no idea how die f**k I’d want zu be remembered," Cyrus continues."I’m a pretty wicked daughter. I think I’m f**king really dedicated to my family. I feel favor I’ve fought zum what ich really wanted, whether that’s fighting for rights, or against injustices, functioning with happy Hippie Foundation. I’d want that zu be a priority. I’d desire to schutz been a trailblazer."

Cyrus concludes, "I think it’s really tough talking around it because I’m still so right here with deswegen much left zu do. Ich couldn’t really tell sie how I’d want kommen sie be remembered because all ns things that I’d hope be remembered for haven’t occurred yet."

After ns release of the Rolling abwesend interview, Cyrus posted a pic from ns photo shoot wherein she"s completely topless und flashing ns camera. "THEY told ME i SHOULD hülle IT deswegen I WENT the OTHER way ☠️," she tweeted.